don’t mind me
I just want to be tangled forever in your hair
to lie, silently caressed by your thoughts and words
where i can hear them all
and not miss things because I’m too far away.
where i can see your flying green eyes fall into mine when we understand
you watch me paint, i watch you read
never a judging word or glance
because you know me all the way down to the bone and through the other side
skin and blood connect us tightly
even while we’re forever away and will never be the same because of it
while we meet people the other will never meet.
I’m tired of this!
not hearing you, not seeing you
I think of you
when I don’t understand
when no one laughs
when I see something beautiful
when i see someone with green eyes
when my laugh sounds like yours
and when i breathe.