things will end before they start

I hate to do this, I really do

I become odious in my own heart and mind, so guilty

of not trying to help when I know it could be needed

but there must come a time when I stop

giving chances away and let myself have one

letting

go

just to be sad, not saying it wasn’t hurt,

deleting your absence and not reawakening everything

after a lonely hand reaching out once

in a very blue moon.

(always after a few drinks.)

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